I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Miss Nagi,
My family and I have enjoyed not only your wonderful recipes but being a part of Dozer’s life as well. We are sending prayers for both you and Dozer. Thank you for sharing him with all of us❤️
May loving memories heal your broken heart.
I can not describe how sorry I am. There are also no words I can share with you except these one. Cherish good times and wonderful memories. Love you both Mirka from freezing Canada
I am terribly sorry about Dozer! Big hugs.
Dearest Nagi, I’m writing this with tears in my eyes. Outr previous golden Quincy crossed the rainbow bridge several years ago and my hhsband and I were devastated. We thought we’d never get another, but finally Lucy entered our lives a year ago and we are in love again!
Here’s hoping for a peaceful end with your dear boy. Remember that you gave him a glorious life and he repaid you a thousand fold!
💕 Suzanne in Durango, CO
I am truly sorry, your post made me cry so much. We say good ay to our beloved 17 yrs old German Shepherd. The pain of loosing a pet is something I had never felt before. You gave him an amazing life.
He is not a dog, he is family, someone that gives you love unconditionally, they are a source of endless love.
My heart goes out to you, sending you all my love and a big hug.
Sending prayers for you and your bestie Dozer. I loved the way you both shared your stories over the years, I’m in the USA and never met either of you bout I am absolutely feeling this. Sending much love ❤️.
To have a much loved member of your family become seriously ill is heartbreaking. When that one is a furry bundle of fun and joy it is doubly difficult. Dozier has been both and will stay as long as he is able, while your heart breaks with the coming loss. Send him off on his next journey with all the love in your heart Nagi, he’ll be waiting for you when your time comes to cross the rainbow bridge. Much love and hugs to you all.
So sorry to read about Dozer – the end is always the hardest part of loving a pet. He’s had a wonderful life with you, you both have been so fortunate to share your lives with each other. I’m thinking of you at this sad time.
Hugs and so many pets to you both. What a wonderful life.
Dearest Dozer and Nagy- Your journey is about to change. Although you may not see each other, you will both sense the other’s presence. The hardest day is the letting go of the earthly spirit.
Dozer -when you cross the rainbow bridge, please find my girls-Piper and Jasmine. They will show you the ropes and get you to the beaches up there.
Nagy-Take all the time you have with Dozer and all the time you need after. You have family and friend support plus all of us in Cyberspace.
For those of us who have taken this journey with our pets, we understand and walk it with you, cry with you and silently remember the emotions.
Godspeed Dozer and Nagy.
Nagi, your poor heart xx sending love
Nagi I feel your pain. I have had several dogs who lived their best lives with me, who brought joy to my life and who I miss dearly every single day! The pain will get easier as time passes, remember the joy Dozer brought you and your millions of subscribers! Hugs from one pup love to another!
It’s the hurtiest of hurts our hearts must endure, yet the most our hearts will ever sing when you love a dog and a dog loves you. I’ve been in those very rooms at SASH with my girl, and with the best people caring for her. Big love to you, Dozer, and Nagi.
Hugs and prayer for you both. My heart breaks for you.
I am so sorry you had to go through this difficult time. As a dog owner and I had a dog who was 18 years old, I totally understand your pain and frustration. But I know for sure Dozer is one of the happinest dogs. You are doing great, Nagi! Sending you big hugs and love to you and Dozer.
Nagi,
Sending hugs and prayers to you and Dozer. My heart goes out to you I know how you are feeling, I lost my Mousey in April last year she would have been 16 in July. I still cry and miss her horribly. They are family and a big part of your life and sole.
I’ve had the honour of living with many cats and dogs over the years, and each one has given me so much pleasure and love (and laundry and stinky messes). And always at the end, excruciating sorrow. Blessings to you and Dozer as you prepare for that sorrow. I am glad you are putting him – and you – first now. Thank you for sharing this sweet pup with us all.
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer! I cannot even imagine how difficult this must be. Know that we are all sending you both love and strength.
As much as Dozer is part of your heart, you are part of his soul!
Much love to you both! Xo