I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Please give Dozer hugs and kisses from me and my beautiful old staffy Zayne (13.10 years) it’s so hard when they get old. Sending love ❤️
Big love to you both 💞💞💞
Dozie, you are a champ – you are embedded in the hearts of all who follow you, now & forever….we love you soooooooo much 😘😘😘😘😘😘
Love to you Nagi and Dozer. What a beautiful boy he is. Such a hard thing for you both to go through 💔💔
Dear Nagi wishing you joy as you day goodbye to dear Dozer. The pain will be immense but I know you will see each other again one day. Stay strong for Dozer; sending lots of love to both of you x
Biggest hug. We think Dozer is just wonderful too. We are sorry you’re having to say goodbye.
Sending you all lots of love & hugs! Know that you are surrounded with love & support.
This is heartbreaking news but you have kindly been preparing us with this eventuality. Stay with your boy. He needs you more than anyone or anything else does. Brings tears to my eyes knowing the pain you are experiencing within. Our fur babies hold such a special place in our hearts so it’s only natural to grieve. Please give Dozer a huge gentle hug from our household and make sure someone hugs you as well Nagi. Take good care of you.
With kindest thoughts
Sending love and hugs to you both. It’s been so beautiful getting to read about Doser. Love you recipes. Would love a big cuddle 🤗💕🙏
What a beautiful union you both have. 👌😊
Thinking of you and Dozer. What a lot of joy Dozer has brought to so many people. He’s a lucky boy to have you by his side every minute. Sending love and pats. X
Hi Nagi. Thinking of you both with a heavy heart. Spend precious moments time now for you both which you both will cherish. As will all of us by you blessing us by sharing his amazing life with us. 🥰🐶🥰🐶🥰
You take the time you need. All of your fans and supporters understand how tough this time is for you. Dozer has had a glorious life thanks to you. Sometimes, you need to be selfish. Give Dozer a snuggle from ALL his adoring fans.
Oh Nagi I’m sitting here crying I’ve been through that terrible time and I know I can’t say anything that will take away the pain but I’m sending you BOTH lots of love 💕 and my thoughts are with you . Dozer knows that his mummy loves him so very much . I will be thinking of you both sending lots of love and a big kiss 💋 to Dozer xxx 🥰🏴💕
Very sad to read this! I always look for Dozer when I look at your posts. I will remember you in my prayers to give you the strength you require in this very troubled times 🙏❤️
I know first hand how it feels and what you’re going through with Dozer. I too, went through it a year ago with my beautiful Bear. My thoughts are with you Nagi and Dozer. Thank you for all the lovely videos and photos over the years. He’s been and will always be the perfect mascot. Big hugs to you both
I have lost four dogs in my lifetime and it is always painful like the first time. They are our babies, our friends, our companions and it hurts so much when they are gone. I ‘m sure he will be held dearly in your heart just like he has been held dearly in your arms all those years. Enjoy the moments and hope for his best. Many hugs from Greece.
So sorry to hear that Dozer is not a well boy. Sending millions of healing vibes to enable him to have that trip home with you. We recently had to say goodbye to our girl of 12.9 years and miss her daily. Sending love and hugs. Xxx
Having lost a few furry babies of our own we know your pain. And our wishes and love go to you and yours !
Stay strong Naji! Be with dozer – he will be looking for you through all the drama. I feel so sad for you.
Sending you so much love Nagi and Dozer. Dogs are such heaven sent gifts, especially as they aren’t with us for very long. Enjoy this precious time together and create more beautiful memories to treasure.