I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sending you both the biggest love and hugs..and some extra squishy neck hugs n scratches for Dozer. Thank you for letting his beautiful self be a part of our worlds too, Nagi.
Much love, Trish
Dear Nagi, I am so sad for you that Dozer has been so ill. He surely feels your love! . This is such a hard part of life but I am sure you are grateful for the last 13.9 years of good health for him. Much love and caring are being sent your way. You are in my prayers. Be kind to yourself!
Sending love and prayers for Dozer.
Hi Nagi
I was so, so sad to read your last post. Dozer has been a major part of your life for a long time – and his Life of Dozer has been a big part of mine too. Being an animal lover (particularly dogs) and having had two beautiful German Shepherds over the years, I can empathise with you. It’s a very difficult journey but the love and happy life you have given Dozer is second to none and you can only be very proud to have done so. Dozer will know (how can he not!) what love and happiness you have given him (and he, you) and your memories will never leave you. He’s a real treasure.
My thoughts are very much with you and I send so much love and hugs from England to, hopefully, help you on your current journey with him. One day you’ll meet again, I’m sure.
Pauline xxx
Dozer, may the path before you be made of warm sunbeams and the scent of every tree and ocean wave over you….
Nagi……hugs!!
We are praying that you get just a bit more time at home together. To share big hugs. To love ❤️ and to give you both strength. I simply can’t even imagine 😢 We love you Dozer 🫶🏻
13.5 years I had the privilege of Missy living by my side & keeping me alive.bc if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t be here today
Love to you all…xx
Heartbreaking 💔. I feel the pain. Loss of a loved one, whether human or animal is devastating.
Sending love and hugs to Dozer.
I can’t stop crying. I love you both.
Hang in there Nagi, can totally empathise.. what a great life Dozer has had with you. Take comfort in the joy he has brought to you and us! Lots of hugs .. x
Dear Nagi and Dozer
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer’s illness. he is a joyous addition to your page along with your delicious recipes. T
I know you will comfort him during his hour of need, These moments are hard and heart breaking, I’m sure he knows how much love and care you’ve given.
Bless you Dozer!
All our love and prayers.
Thank you for sharing your journey with Dozer. How beautiful he has been able to share his love with you. Having been through a very experience, I understand the time you have left with him. It is actually very special. How lucky he is to have you. ❤️
Dear Nagi, thinking of you and Dozer at this devastating time. Wishing you both comfort and courage to face the inevitable. 💔❤️🩹 Know that you both are being sent so much love, good thoughts, prayers and strength to carry you both through this sad time. Hope you can rest satisfied that you’ve given Dozer the most loving, caring and best possible life and done your best. Sending you love and light for the way ahead. 🫂❤️🌹
As a fellow dog Mumma, my heart is breaking for you Nagi. I know how much Dozer means to you and his love for you is so beautiful to witness in your videos over the years. Sending you and Dozer lots of gentle hugs. Your RTE community stands with you 🐾🙏🏾🐾
Let him go, Nagi, it’s time x
Easier said than done!!!
Hi magi soooo sad to hear about dozer he was a wonderful dog we had a lovely dag the same breed for 15years she passed with cancer never forget
Thinking of you Nagi and darling Dozer. What a wonderful life you have had together. My daughter and I love your books not just for the recipes but to see gorgeous Dozer living his best life. Sending you both huge love over the seas from England ❤️
My heart is breaking, thank you for sharing your beautiful boy with us