I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Oh Nagi …so many hearts break for you and Dozer … both so loved and loving …sending abundant healing love to you …the greatest gift we can give …or ask for ourselves is a pain free ending filled with abundant love ❤️
Wishing only the best for you and your beautiful fur baby. 🥹 He is a beautiful boy and very much adored at our house. Sending you strength..
I am so very sad for you, Dozer and your family. My heart is hurting as I know what you are experiencing. Dozer knows just how much you love him and he will be with you always. God bless sweet Dozer and his loving family.
Absolutely heart broken for you and shedding tears. All the love in the world to you and Dozer x
So sorry that you’re both going through this but grateful that you have each other. I really enjoy the updates from you especially the ones that include Dozer. My heart goes out to you but hope that the final moments you have together will be a blessing xo
Dear Nagi and Dozer, thinking of you and the goodest boy ever. Dozer’s exploits and his cheeky grin have never failed to bring a smile to my face and he is such a keystone to RTE.
Hope to hear how Dozer’s going, when you’re ready.
Sending much love x.
Oh Nagi, it was heartbreaking to read this post. Dozer is universally adored. Those of us who own pets know that the amount of joy they bring us far outweighs the sadness, but it is still very difficult when that time comes. Best wishes from a Dozer fan.
I’m so sorry. I have loved Dozer since the first time I met him. Thank you for sharing him with us.
My heart is breaking for you Nagi, sending loads of love during this god awful time 🫂
I don’t have any animals…allergies, but I am so happy you take care of your animals. I know of some people that just should not have any. Just be there.
We luv Dozer.. n wish him d best of life n ❤️ in his final chapter …
Dear Nagi, crying with you xoxo
So sorry to hear this devastating update. Love and strength to you and Dozer 🧡💛🧡💛🧡
Dear Nagi and Dozer,
You have brought so much joy to so many with your photos, delicious meals, updates and meal tastings! We hope you have some fun times together and walks along the beach.
Thank you for what you have shared with us.
With love🐾 xx
Oh Nagi, I know how hard this is and it’s heartbreaking to hear this latest news. So glad you have such tremendous support around you. Stay strong.
Oh Nagi, I’m crying in the train rn after reading this😭 thank you for sharing Dozer to us, and please take all the time you need! You have been in my thoughts since you first shared Dozer’s condition. Please remember to take care of yourself as well.
You never realise just how big a part of your life they are until it comes to the inevitable point that is the end. Rest assured you gave him a great life, he was cared for, loved and the happiest most gourmet fed 4 legged furball I’ve ever seen. Always had a smile on his face.
Dear Nagi, having lived through so many of my own fur babies – the current one being the last – i know how tough it must be for you. It is time to “let go” and send your baby to fur heaven and see the end of his suffering – it will hurt and you will miss him ever so much but as they say “GRIEF is the price you pay for LOVE” – All the Best and God Bless Dozer
Dear Nagi & Dozer
All I can say is I LOVE YOU BOTH
Please be strong xxx
Dear Nagi & Dozer
All I can say is I LOVE YOU BOTH
Please be strong xxx
He will always be with you, even when you can’t see him. But you can feel his loving heart and support.